NO LO HAGAS.

Por que si sabes todas las reglas, entendemos el juego, por que hacemos lo que sabemos que no tenemos que hacer?
Por que le escribo un mensaje al chico que me gusta a las 1 de la mañana, preguntándole si hay alguna razón en especial por la que no quiere hablar conmigo?
Por que soy tan estúpida, que dejo las cartas en la mesa para que el otro juegue conmigo, para que sepa que me desespera que no me hable, que espero que me suene el teléfono a cada rato y que sea el.
Por que le doy a saber lo que siento?
RESPUESTA: por que NO ME GUSTAN LOS JUEGOS.
No me justa jugar con los sentimientos de los demas así como no me gusta que jueguen con los míos.
Me gusta que este todo claro, no soy una niña para jugar a las escondidas.
Pero parece que los hombres son siempre niños y así es como tratarlos.
Den len un chupetin para que lo chupe un rato por que esta bobita, se canso de contar hasta 100.

It's so hard to get old without a cause
I don't want to perish like a fading horse
Youth's like diamonds in the sun

And diamonds are forever

a veces la vida te hace piesito.

Trabajar tan duro por algo que realmente deseamos, pensar que no importa lo que hagamos todo vale la pena para llegar a la meta.
Estar dispuesto a todo,jugarse el pozo entero, por cumplir ese sueño. Pasarla tan mal en el mientras tanto, y empezar a sentir que solo cuando logremos lo que queremos, vamos a ser felices, perder de vista lo que estamos viviendo, y solamente contentarse con unos segundos ilusión, de lo satisfechos que vamos a estar cuando lo logremos.
Llegar a sentirse superior a los cercanos solo por tener una meta tan fija y estar dando todo de uno.
Llegar tan lejos, que nos sentimos que es nuestro momento.
Y alejarse, alejarse, como si nada hubiéramos echo.
La victoria se nos escurre de las manos y nada podemos hacer.
Caer tan bajo hasta no saber como levantarse, acurrucarse en un rincón, cerrar los ojos y dejarse ir.

Y de repente, siento como algo tibio,me toca, me presiona sin querer hacernme daño, pero a la vez con fuerza. Ahora siento el calor de la luz, en mis ojos, y me doy cuenta, es una mano, me jalan hacia arriba, lo siguiente que se, es que los mismos dedos que me levantaron ahora me limpian los ojos.
Es un gesto de tanta dulzura que me vuelvo a llenar de lagrimas, pero este no es un llanto de fracaso, este no es un lamento de desilusion; es el del amor, el de la alegria, la emocion.
A mi lado siempre estuvo ese ser querido que me acompaño en mi camino de descubrimiento, del buscar, del querer ser mas, estuvo en mis momentos dorados y en los que yo solo era un jarron quebrado.Levanto mis pedazos y los unio, uno a uno y con paciencia.
Gracias a el, me lleno de recuerdos, de experiencias, me siento completa aun cuando no he logrado mi sueño, no porque me haya dado por vencida sino por que ahora se el secreto de todo triunfo;el dejarse caer, y ayudarse a levantar.


Ahora se que no perdi, sino que gane tiempo.

tracy chapman/ change

If you knew that you would die today,
Saw the face of God and love,
Would you change?
Would you change?

If you knew that love can break your heart
When you're down so low you cannot fall
Would you change?
Would you change?

How bad, how good does it need to get?
How many losses? How much regret?
What chain reaction would cause an effect?
Makes you turn around,
Makes you TRY to explain,
Makes you forgive and forget,
Makes you change?
Makes you change?
If you knew that you would be alone,
Knowing right, being wrong,
Would you change?
Would you change?

If you knew that you would find a truth
That brings up pain that can't be soothed
Would you change?
Would you change?

How bad, how good does it need to get?
How many losses? How much regret?
What chain reaction would cause an effect?
Makes you turn around,
Makes you try to explain,
Makes you forgive and forget,
Makes you change?
Makes you change?

Are you so upright you can't be bent? 
If it comes to blows are you so sure you won't be crawling?
If not for the good, why risk falling?

is anybody there... scorpions

Open my mind let me find new vibrations
Tell me the way I must take to reach my destination
And a place where I can stay
Where is the love of my life couldn't find her
Show me the way to find back to myself
'Cause I'm nowhere in the darkness of these days

Is there anybody there who feels that vibration
Who shows me the way to my love
Is there anybody there with that inclination
To bring back the sun to my heart

I find myself in a state of confusion
Life's like a pantomime trick or a laser illusion
Where's the place where I can stay
Save me don't let me get lost in the ocean
I need your help everyday to control my emotions
In the darkness of these days

Is there anybody there who feels that vibration
Who shows me the way to my love
Is there anybody there with that inclination
To bring back the sun to my heart

La memoria del corazón elimina los malos recuerdos y magnifica los buenos, y gracias a ese artificio, logramos sobrellevar el pasado.

                 Gabriel García Márquez

How to know if he is the ideal men

How to know if he is the ideal men?
How we search for our soul mate?
What attracts us to this person?
Are these the correct questions? NO.
Let me put it this way, since we are girls, adults  show us how to dress, cook, clean, make us believe that all these games are fun and more with a traveling companion.
I grew up in a  small family and with the time became even more small, my mom and me.
Some of my games became real, like, cooking,something that i really enjoy, there were others, no longer  made me such grace, such as cleaning.
 to be honest, we needed a man of those who make and mend holes in walls
With my mom always wonder when the day would come.
Sometimes we if we are to find a man that is high enoug,h healthy, cute, athletic
But we ask about ourself?.
 iwould not be fair that if we asked also gave in the same way?
Ever we asked if we want enough to allow others to love us?
In my opinion part of self-knowledge and self-discovery also led to some else to discover how amazing we are.
Because only when we realize that we have something to give is when we allow others to see it.
Many wait for the ideal guy to rescue them, but how did you want they  will rescue our self if they connot  see us?
The reality is that salvation is in us, to find it and to fix it.
 When we find ourselves happy, then we can find someone  who wants to share his life with us. so when situations change, and all seems not so simple, we have someone to trust next to us.